Rock Bottom

I hit it today. Never in my life have I felt so terrible about myself. I've always been a positive person, no matter the situation, but as of late, I haven't been able to see the brighter side of things. I've lost it. Everything just seems so messed up in my life at the moment. I feel like the biggest loser in the world. I cried so hard today, the hardest I've cried in years. I feel like a major failure and it's the worst feeling ever.